December 2011
7 posts
New Years Resolution #2
Keep only what you need.
Shed everything else.
It’s not worth carrying.
And you don’t need much.
New Years Resolution #1
Be with the people you want to be with, when you want to be with them.
And be with them when you are.
If you don’t write it down
If you don’t document your insides for all your life
How will you ever remember how feeling how you felt
and being your being got you to better self
how can you tell someone else?
3 papers by 5 p.m.
It’s almost impossible to do schoolwork when I am so inspired. I want to be on my typewriter. I want to be in a 5 hour conversation with someone who feels what I feel. I want to be outside, screaming the things I’m thankful for.
I feel joy in my throat. I feel promise in my knees. Every part of my being is onboard now. I am on the right track right down to my capillaries.
I am exactly where I need to be, nowhere near...
I just realized that two years after I walked away from the dream, the scholarships and the place I thought I needed, I am no longer lost or wandering, trying to figure out what I want for myself. For now, I know exactly where I want to be. I don’t have to know the name to know what it will feel like. I don’t have to be there to know it exists.
“I just want to find work at a...